Alright, well another week ish has gone by and I'm writing another blog.
I'm
getting transferred to Alpena, MI. It's right on Lake Huron and way up
northeast in MI. It will be mighty, mighty cold. I'm pretty nervous, to
be honest. But, it will be, I think, the biggest opportunity for growth
for me now as I ascend northward.
I've
had so much fun in Grand Valley and this area. I have so little to
complain about, truly. Life has been great here. I have had good
companions, a great ward, and pretty sweet people to be around all
together. I just think about my time here and I can't help but smile, so
I'm very much grateful for the opportunity.
Anyway,
I have been asking myself recently what my best moments of 2012 have
been; what moments have just been so great. To be honest, I couldn't
think of anything in particular. I sat there and thought about the
spectacular things, baptisms, cool teaching visits, funny moments with
companions, arguments with people, and being yelled at. Nothing was
really popping out to me.
The
only thing that stuck out to me were the people I have met. Maybe I
should have figured that out like... 20 years back, but I didn't. All I
could think about were the great times with people and all the things
that have happened. I just realized the only thing that matters are the
people you meet, help, and have the chance to love. I thought about my
multiple companions of 2012, and I just sort of smiled. I have had some
characters! In a good way. I've met a couple of my best friends as
companions. I have been in some really great experiences with them, and
some really bad ones too. I think about the fantastic people in
Michigan I have met. Some people I have met have become so close I
consider them family. It kills to be separated from them. (Being a
missionary is this CRAZY paradox where you have to be so close to people
spiritually, yet separate yourself emotionally and not become attached.
It's very difficult)
So,
as I begin to think of 2013, I am trying to figure out what I want my
New Year's resolution to be. I make a new resolution weekly usually, but
maybe I need to make a bigger one for the whole year of 2013. I think I
just need to enjoy the people more. So, that's my goal I guess, to
enjoy people? Is that necessary goal? I mean, it's not one that can be
quantified by any means, but I guess I'll just be able to "know", I
guess. I'm only going to be spending about 8 months of 2013 as a
missionary. Then all the distractions are goingo re-enter my life. It's
been an amazing 16 months. I guess I'm living a pretty good life.
I'm
not really a huge fan of the cold, and the snow is cool before
Christmas, and I have both waiting for me up there in Alpena. But, I'm
going to make a good time with it. I have a lot of things to be worried
about, but much like Heber C. Kimball, "Once I knew the mind and will of
my Heavenly Father, all of these reasons didn't matter." (Somewhat
paraphrasing)
Here goes nothing...
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